if it was only you…

If only it was you who took me out tonight, if only you said half of what he said, if only it was you who texted me that night….no,  i don’t want you to fall for me, i don’t you to compliment me like he did, i just want you to feel half of what i feel toward you, maybe then, you will understand why i just want to see you, look at you, and love you…if only i  can stop missing you…if only i can quit thinking about you…

you won’t be mine, wouldn’t you? we are not for each other, aren’t we? but then why i can’t stop loving you? why even when i try to be mean to you…i end up taking care of you…it doesn’t feel right babe, i am the only one getting hurt and that’s not fair…

Therefore, i am giving up on you my dear, it’s just so wrong babe…

if i only had some hope in you..i would have given up everything for you…but you made it clear that it’s not so time to let you go babe…i am letting you goif i only had some hope in you..i would have given up everything for you…but you made it clear that it’s not so time to let you go babe…i am letting you go babe…<3 ❤

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the same

Everything here is the same…

the buildings, the streets and my name

everything but your came

and i am saying it without any shame

because i know i am not the one to blame

i miss you, i miss your games

i  miss the flames

you used to set in my brain

all of those exclaims

and the words that were unclaimed

i admit it was so lame

but what can i say, it’s my heart, it’s untamed